Best Friends?

In my thoughts, best friend is a person closest to your heart, a person where you can rely on, a person that makes you smile, a person that makes you laugh, a person that makes you think, a person that pushes you to the limit of your ability, a person that hugs you when you are in deep sorrow, a person that knows you well from your family, background, trait, how many are you in the family, how many pets you have, how many times a day do you eat, what are you up to, what are you doing, a person that can help you in everything that you can ask for.

They are like the only one in your life. Aren't that suppose to be? But these days, what I see. It proves me wrong. You can have as many as you want. All you need to do is label your friend as best friends. I have friend who labeled me as his best friend. But he can't be reliable, he over promise & he frequently let you down. He ask me, who's your best friend? " I don't have any ". He says, " Why? I'm not your best friend too?. I say, " You are not ready for it ".

Waterspouts In Penang.

On the 15th November on Monday, a waterspout which appeared nearby the Penang Gurney Drive seafront here left thousands of people in shock and awe on the evening. The waterspouts was visible for about 20 minutes, and it was not the 1st time.












The second image was the 1st waterspouts happen in Penang was on the end of July this year. The weather in Penang recently turns monster which is having thunderstorms everyday.

Streamyx Slow.

Why Streamyx is slow when downloading?

Streamyx started to ban downloading software few years ago. But nowadays it's almost ban/block all those indirect streaming or downloading software like PPS, Limewire, uTorrent, Thunder, Bittorrent & ect. The only downloads which accelerate full speed with the capable of the line we used is by using those normal browsers (I.Explorer, Google Chrome, Mozilla Firefox and ect.)

TMNet is limiting P2P traffic to international links, they limit those seeders and speed which is not from Malaysia, thats why when you were downloading by using a program. The speed is slow.

There is a program (http://www.anchorfree.com) which helps you bypass all those problems. This program doesn't contain virus (when I using it 2 weeks ago), It really helps you to get more seeders and speed. But not always, but at least it helps.

I hope it helps..

Random.

This month is not so good for me. Everything falls in. I don't know what to do. God please show me the way. I'm giving all I can do make it work.

Mean Machine 2010 is coming. Definitely going!! Guys out there, come and join the event. This time is its fourth presentation of the show, and its one of the largest motoring event in Malaysia. It falls on this 23rd and 24th.

http://www.intrenasionale.com/meanmachines/

Emotions.

Today its end of my 1st level of my course. I'm quite happy for what I've archive in my final exam. All went the other side when I got back home.

I Get blaming for what I didn't do and flashing back the stories in my past. I'm so fed up with these peoples who never know the truth and trying to judge me. I can't argue with them because they already pointed the finger on me. I feel like total strangers, I think I'd really don't know them well I guess. Just because this unrevealed truth & I got the blame. I'm speechless, I feel like dying, but its not worth it to die for them.

I swore if this happens again, I'm done with it. I'll be moving out. Threaten to cut my monthly income? Fine, I can get my own job. Fuck off!

The New Nissan Teana In College

Nissan Teana were released on the year 2008. It is classified as the D-platform/D-segment saloon. It started to go in the market on the year 2008 in Japan, India, Thailand, Hong Kong, Singapore, Australia, New Zealand and now its on Malaysia.

Its been spotted in KL on last July with some light covering.


Today, I got the chance to sneekpeak the new Teana hitting the Nissan showroom today in Penang.

Dissapointing.

There were alot of things happened each day. There are good ones and the bad ones. I'd really don't know which to share about.

Recently, I felt I failed my life but it was just a fucking joke, I don't even reach a quarter journey of my life. There was no sign or lead to show me which way to go. It was like there's a junction but there was no sign where to go. I'm on a dead end. All I can do is just staring at those roads and do nothing because I don't know whats ahead.

Once you enter one of the way there's no return. I can't say that there's no sign at all, but it was not the right choice. The world spins every second, people around you moved on. When will decide & I move on?

Someone says that the world is big, but you are just living in your own world. Try getting out of the box and see what is call world. I don't think I'm EMO-ing. I'd just try to think far & compare. I know we should not compare all the things with other people. Sometimes, some things can be comparable.

Car Town.

Recently I'm addicted to a Facebook car game. Its called Car Town. Its a perfect game for a car enthusiast. You guys should try it, even girls do. It's quite fun but the game took the Ram space alot. So make sure you got alot of Ram to spent on this game. When your workshop grow bigger, your game start to lag. =)

Here is some picture of mine.


Link to the website.
http://www.facebook.com/CarTown?v=app_6261817190#!/CarTown?v=wall

Random.

Its been long time I'd didn't update my blog. Tonight I can't sleep cause I'd promise myself to update my blog. There's so many things in my mind to share about. But I'm rushing to sleep cause I got class tomorrow. How sad =/

Again, I've seen and learn alot of things when I'm away from the blog. But there is something that reminds me to share to everyone. Why some people is so ridiculously retarded that didn't appreciate the people around them? When you know somebody will not be with you any longer. Would you just ignoring them? No, I wouldn't. I don't know what he's thinking. People around him were advising him, asking him to wake up from his own dreamland. But sadly, he is so stubborn like my grandma, even worst.

Dear readers, appreciate the people around you. It doesn't matter what they did to you before that. If you don't do so, once they left.
Whatever you say, they can't hear you.
Your tear drops are useless and full of regrets.

Lucas Ch'ng. 12.25am, 7 September 2010.

Emotions.

Recently alot of things happened around me. Seriously, life's too short, enjoy while you can. I can't believe that my cousin just left like that, it was just so not fair. But what can we do? Nothing. Yes, its nothing we could do to bring her back. I've just realize that what you always been preventing by not getting a decease is useless. Its fate, people have been smoking for decades were still living healthy. But some people never smokes, never drinks & having a healthy eating lifestyle got a heart attack on her mid ages. I felt so unfair & sympathy to her kids that they have lost their mum. And to me, the time we've pass togehter will always be in my mind forever & ever. We will never forget you..

Remember, Life is too short, Enjoy While You Can..

Lucas Ch'ng

Bizarre Effects On Teens

Yesterday, I read the STAR newspaper and saw this article. I taught I could share this here because some people don't read newspapers so they don't know what's going on. I've summarized it. Its important for you all to read it.

Boys develop breasts, girls grow bodily hair due to hormonal imbalance.

Did you guys realize nowadays that male grow breasts, while female teenagers are getting more hairy? This is sort of a sickness called gynecomastia for the male. Compared to the past, there are many girls with terrible hair problem. They are loosing the hair on their head and grows on somewhere it shouldn't be and the hair is long and thick.

This is caused by the food chain and diet they took. Children are eating too much animal-based food and those animal fed with a lot of growth hormones. Nowadays, people mostly have meat for breakfast, lunch & dinner. Bad oestrogens was also entering our body from plastic materials such as fizzy bottled drinks which "bleed" bad oestrogens. Those plastic containers we use to warm our food, the polystyrene boxes in which we pack our food, the plastic bags we pour the curry into, the roti canai we warp in plastic bag. All of those bleeds bad oestrogen substances and it contains alot of pesticidles, insecticidels. This will manifest in different ways for those of different ages.

Due to Xenostrogen instead of producing testosterone, the bodies of teenage boys are converting into a harmful 16 hydroxyoestrone. Which resulting, lost of hair and the development acne, abdominal fat, and abnormally sized breasts.

I don't mean to copy and make it my article. Just sharing =)

Updates of myself.

Recently, I have stop DotA. I don't feel like playing it anymore, but I didn't say I have quit it. Start catching up my studies, spent some time watching movies streaming. Totally have to reschedule my timetables. Thinking of changing whole lot of things in me. It comes slowly, but I will.

Last Weekend.

Two of my school friends come back from Ipoh & Singapore. Its been long time since the last time we hangout in school. They bring me go shisha near Queens (How embarrassing, Not I'm bringing them, but instead they bring me.)

Sorry for the low night mode quallity*







After that, it was already 1 am in the morning. Everyone of us were starving, so we decided to go town searching Chinese food like a hungry ghost. I decided to bring them to the "Greenhouse" Hokien Mee. After that, we were planning to go for a gentle ride around the city of Penang. Unfortunately, my front brake pad finish. We've got no choice but to go home.

!@#$% TM.net

Wow, I can't imagine that I've passed 13 days without the Internet, I felt like almost dying without it. Everyday I came back from college & knowing my Internet was still down, it was frust. Anger within me makes me wanted to bomb the whole TM.net company. I know it was normal that a phone or internet line brokedown, but I wasn't angry about that. First, we have already filed a few reports about it. Not 1 or 2, its more than 5 times.

The phone & internet line brokedown on last Tuesday, 3rd August 2010. We filed a complain each day because everyone knows how they work. You never rush, they never came. Okay, when its Friday, we know they don't work at Saturday. We rush them again, no respond. Saturday my auntie called them, they say you have to wait for 24 hours for the brokedown only you can filed the report. !@#$% It was totally crap, we filed bunch of report since Tuesday, my aunt told them.

On Sunday, the contractor told us that they are coming tomorrow (Monday). What else? We getting excited about it, cause I've waiting for the Internet & my grandma was waiting for the phone line. Guess what? They never came, not even a call. We think they really have a lot of things to do, so we waited for the next day. And again, they never came.

F**k it man, what are they doing? We pay the service charge, using their phone line & with streamyx collaboration, we don't expect a stupid f**king service. At night they called my brother to inform him that they were coming on the next day, Wednesday. What do you expect after the all this? I don't bother about it, sure was a total crap.. And it really is.. My grandfather from Jalan Tengah walk till Bayan Baru to call them to fix our line, they say they are on the way.. F**k crap Bulls**t. It was all a lie..

Till today, everything was okay.. F**k the service, but I'm glad that I can use the internet now. =)

Personality.

Is it really hard to change our personality? Why some people can but some people can't?
All of us were trying to become better, trying something new & to become the best. When there is a obstruction, what will you do? Everything we've did they are trying to destroy it. Its like we were trapped in a cave, suddenly we saw a light and its our only hope. But then, they came and threw a bomb to the hole and it explode. The explosion caused everything to collapse and the light was gone.

They don't realize that people are watching them, disliking them & hating them. Every single thing they do, we'll always be watching. When the time comes, its time we will be doing the things that we've should. We're now just waiting for it.

Celebration.

Last night we to club to celebrate our friends birthday. The club was packed, like always. Luckily, the table we've got were not so jammed pack. There were some good moments & bad, but at the end we've enjoyed till the morning.













Lucas Ch'ng.

Random.

College were fun today, we were competing time for a practical task. Someone set the bar high with 6 minutes. Everyone was on pressure including me. When its my turn, I totally kill it with 4 minutes. & somebody acts clever & ended up screwing himself up & ended in 8 minute. Everyone laughs their ass out. What a shame. I'm not boasting, just sharing.

Now I can't sleep, thinking of the exam tomorrow. Its always took my attention when the exams comes closer. When everytime an exam comes closer, its always the time I get busy & starts burning the midnight oil. This time is different, this time I manage to get ready earlier & without a pressure. But why I still can't sleep? Is it I'm worrying about the exams or I just wanna update my blog? I guess its clearly that I wanted to update my blog, thats why you can see this post. Will continue soon..


Random.

Stupidity.

You should do more research before you come to me & lecture about how things work. Don't act like you're very good & don't think everyone is stupid like your friends. Talking about false resources & convincing people to trust you. I know what I'm doing & I always do. Don't try to teach me your way of doing things. Keep your stupidity in yourself. Don't just speak out before you scan it thru your brains. When people try to correct you, you'd just ignore them & make your stupid face reactions. How clever.

People only talk when they know something about it. If you know nothing, talk in silence or just talk to the wall. - Lucas Ch'ng

Get A Life.

I tried to fit in a new environment. What I did is to understand them, getting know them. But everytime I tries, I kept seeing their true colours more and more. Is it I can't accept their personality? Or the world just goes around with it? I can't accept the person who is selfish & stuck up, getting all the credit by himself. Although he's not the one who did everything, FHL!. Most people I saw was they got no life & pretend like they got one. Oh, for God's sake.. get a life, will you?

Regretting the past.

Have you regretting your past times? I'm sure everyone does, There is always something that we regret in the past times. No matter who you are, you will still make a mistake. What if there is a possible chance for you to go back and fix it, will you? To me, past is a past. I would never gonna change it, because that is the one who shape our personality right now. Our surroundings, family, friends & everything. Before I end this, past is something that we did. Don't felt regret about it, but future is something we cant see. So,

Stop acting as if life is a rehearsal. Live this day as if it were your last. The past is over and gone. The future is not guaranteed. - Wayne Dyer

You need to remind yourself about the past is that no matter what has happened, it is the one who bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to kick start everything new. Right here, Right now. - Lucas Chng