Personality.

Is it really hard to change our personality? Why some people can but some people can't?
All of us were trying to become better, trying something new & to become the best. When there is a obstruction, what will you do? Everything we've did they are trying to destroy it. Its like we were trapped in a cave, suddenly we saw a light and its our only hope. But then, they came and threw a bomb to the hole and it explode. The explosion caused everything to collapse and the light was gone.

They don't realize that people are watching them, disliking them & hating them. Every single thing they do, we'll always be watching. When the time comes, its time we will be doing the things that we've should. We're now just waiting for it.

Celebration.

Last night we to club to celebrate our friends birthday. The club was packed, like always. Luckily, the table we've got were not so jammed pack. There were some good moments & bad, but at the end we've enjoyed till the morning.













Lucas Ch'ng.

Random.

College were fun today, we were competing time for a practical task. Someone set the bar high with 6 minutes. Everyone was on pressure including me. When its my turn, I totally kill it with 4 minutes. & somebody acts clever & ended up screwing himself up & ended in 8 minute. Everyone laughs their ass out. What a shame. I'm not boasting, just sharing.

Now I can't sleep, thinking of the exam tomorrow. Its always took my attention when the exams comes closer. When everytime an exam comes closer, its always the time I get busy & starts burning the midnight oil. This time is different, this time I manage to get ready earlier & without a pressure. But why I still can't sleep? Is it I'm worrying about the exams or I just wanna update my blog? I guess its clearly that I wanted to update my blog, thats why you can see this post. Will continue soon..


Random.

Stupidity.

You should do more research before you come to me & lecture about how things work. Don't act like you're very good & don't think everyone is stupid like your friends. Talking about false resources & convincing people to trust you. I know what I'm doing & I always do. Don't try to teach me your way of doing things. Keep your stupidity in yourself. Don't just speak out before you scan it thru your brains. When people try to correct you, you'd just ignore them & make your stupid face reactions. How clever.

People only talk when they know something about it. If you know nothing, talk in silence or just talk to the wall. - Lucas Ch'ng

Get A Life.

I tried to fit in a new environment. What I did is to understand them, getting know them. But everytime I tries, I kept seeing their true colours more and more. Is it I can't accept their personality? Or the world just goes around with it? I can't accept the person who is selfish & stuck up, getting all the credit by himself. Although he's not the one who did everything, FHL!. Most people I saw was they got no life & pretend like they got one. Oh, for God's sake.. get a life, will you?

Regretting the past.

Have you regretting your past times? I'm sure everyone does, There is always something that we regret in the past times. No matter who you are, you will still make a mistake. What if there is a possible chance for you to go back and fix it, will you? To me, past is a past. I would never gonna change it, because that is the one who shape our personality right now. Our surroundings, family, friends & everything. Before I end this, past is something that we did. Don't felt regret about it, but future is something we cant see. So,

Stop acting as if life is a rehearsal. Live this day as if it were your last. The past is over and gone. The future is not guaranteed. - Wayne Dyer

You need to remind yourself about the past is that no matter what has happened, it is the one who bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to kick start everything new. Right here, Right now. - Lucas Chng

Sense Of Relief.

I'm sure that you are the one who wants to be the best student in your college. Knowing that you are not one of them really disappoints you. Somehow, it makes some people to be more motivated to archive that. My Sir tolds me that, when your name keeps mention by others were not actually a good thing. In my college, we are the best class of all. Best? Actually, not all of them were good. Its just a tiny little of us who are good in it. Some of them were just happy to go lucky, & some of them just really got no interest in it. There were few students name were mention by the officers. At the first, we thought they were really good because their name keeps pops out in the Internal meeting[Officers & Teachers meeting]. But recently we get to know what is really happening. Their name keeps pops out because they have problem like coming late to class, making alot of noises, & all these negative problems. We can't believe it but its true. I have the sense of relief not because of they can't be the best, but knowing that I am one of the best really reliefs me.

Sometimes when you try hard, the things won't turn out the way you want it to be. But sometimes it does - Lucas Ch'ng